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22 December 2014 @ 07:51 am
Jan 1st  
It's kind of weird to be posting here again but nice at the same time.


I think I kind of developed a drinking problem last year. First it was just occasionally when I was with my ex. Then a lot of stuff happened around the time my grandma died and then obviously....she died....which broke me. I denied a problem for a long time but I guess when you're spending 50+$ at least on alcohol almost every day...and driving home but not remembering the drive home....it's a problem. I'm worrying my family and struggling financially which I wouldn't be if I weren't going out a couple of times a day.

So I told my parents I would cut back starting January 1st...yeah, the stereotypical thing. But I need to do something. I asked for books for xmas so maybe that will help the "need" to be doing something. Idk.

Had our trudys company Xmas party. Holidays are still rough. Definitely easier to have Rosie but she doesn't replace grandma obviously. Just hit home from the party so goodnifht\goodnmitnijnhhh